August.

Hi to anyone who is still reading this spider web of mine!! Back to update about this month and the previous month JULY hehe so excited because I have something very fun to share ^.^

Went for midnight study few days back with Charmaine and Zena. Met them at Kovan Macs rather early and ended up finishing up our work at 3am and rot there for like a few more hours before the first bus came. Had a very good time with them except for the part where they scared me with horror stories )-: . Still , love that study date with these girls xoxo :*

OKAY FROM HERE I'M GETTING VERY EXCITED AND YOU GUYS WILL KNOW WHY HEHEHE .

Visited TP Healthcare as a part of VIA or CIP whatever they call it . Was expecting it a lot because I really love the elderly and can't meet to meet them! At first when I reached there , everything was so awkward , I didn't know who to approach and tbh some of them looked intimidating . Went over to an auntie but before we get to take a picture , she went off )-: . After that we actually had to bring them to another block for some activities and I spotted this grandpa that I really got attracted to. I knew I had to stay with him HAHAHA sounds so mushy but no I seriously like him a lot , he really is the cutest one I've met!

 Here! He looks so adorable and really handsome , especially when he smiles (': . He couldn't speak really well but through his simple nods , smiles and "okay" , "yes" , I already felt very contented and happy. At first when I approached him he was very shy and didn't really want to care about me D: but well I didn't gave up , I kept on talking to him and eventually he opened up. We started playing games together with all the elderly and I stayed with this grandpa hehe (': He was so happy when he got to unwrap the present hehe where to find such a cute grandpa?

 Took quite some pictures with loves . Had tons of fun not only with the elderly but also with my classmates , we all get to bond more and understand about each other more. Also , proud to say it's my first picture with Hari HAHAHA he was all awkward and stiff when we took a picture and we had to retake so many times pls this guy really hahaha.

 This is my another favourite grandpa who can't stop blushing when I asked him to join me for the game. I swear he is super cute , his blushing and smiles hahaha. Told my girls and they ended up crowding him and making him blush hehehe.

One of my favourite shot of the grandpa I accompanied throughout the CIP. I admit the reason why I approached him was not only because he was cute but also because he resembles my grandpa (': . Grandpa had already left on to another better world but his moral, values , love and memories still stays with me , I will never forget how grandpa teaches me to love and care for others , and never look down on anyone.

Had a really great time with them but all good came to an end when they had to return home . Throughout , I held on to grandpa's hand and he held back really tight. I was sad I didn't want to let him go tbh so I continued to stick to him and kept on telling him my name and asked him to remember me. Altho I know he won't remember me , I will never forget him. I promised him that we will be meeting again and yes keeping my promise because I signed up as a volunteer at TP Healthcare!! So excited and happy because I will get to meet all the nice elderly again hehe.

Went over to Kwok's house yesterday and was supposed to do work but ended up watching videos and chatting yeah I know not productive but whatever we had fun hehehehe.

Buffet lunch with my girls today (-: We were like hungry monsters going for all the food when we entered and after gobbling up a lot of food , we started taking pictures and it was quite awkward because we were in that restaurant moving around taking pictures when we were supposed to be eating but whatever. Charmaine also gave the cutest comment of the day haha she went "I'm so full" and she started moving , I asked her if she was going to the toilet but she told me she's going to grab more food lol what to do with this woman someone pls. Anyway , had tons of fun with them as you can see I look quite unglam in the pictures because I was having fun and yeah I think it's better to show you guys my unglam real self hehehe.

Bang Minsoo, why are you so perfect? You are already taking up like 50% of my life with your perfection . Your voice is so great and your rapping is perfect , I don't know what is imperfect about you , I guess your imperfection is that you have no imperfection. Leader Bang , although you are always 4D and in your own world , I still love you so much. Instead of trying to be charismatic and manly on stage , you just have to grin and do silly stuffs and that's what makes you more attractive fuuu why are you like this to me? You don't really show love through your words but your action says it all, I love you.