I'm suddenly having the urge to blog at such timing and such date yez randomgirl98 x__x.

Aites i'm sorry to ANYONE who is still reading this damn space of mine , i can't really updating now because i'm going to take my MYE so i have to concentrate since it's streaming year t__t huhuhu . I really hate studying but what2do , life goes on yep so i'm here just to type some feelings that i've been bottling up .

It's not my first time falling for you , i know it's wrong and we are impossible. I'm letting go , moving on with my own life and probably finding for someone suitable and someone possible but why do you have to be so nice and make me go soft and fall for you again ? Sighs i'm really trying my best , forcing myself to let go of this pointless crush but i just can't do so with you getting so much of my attention . Your face , your smile , your cuteness , i don't know. I read our old convos and i know , i should let go , we work nothing out , it's fruitless and pointless . Sighs , i hope , you will stop , cause i can never let go or move on like this . Double sighs .

Life , stop fucking me up with friendships , studying , finance and relationship problems , i can't take too much T___T