why did i fall in love with you?

Hi babies O/

Alright i haven't been updating this space for something cause i didn't had the time or i don't have anything to talk about so , i'm sorry )-: . So this blog post will be a really wordy one i guess , yeah just about how i am now and how i spend my e v e r y d a y so b o r i n g l y .

So now i'm seating with Eugene , one of my clique's boy and yes we get along rather well , or we are the noisiest one since you know i'm miss noisy , i just can't stop yanking and yanking yeah ahaha. Sitting in this arrangement is okay since in front of me , it's wife Zena and we get to bitch each other soo much and Haziq who me and Eugene gets to play around with . Oh well i still do pay attention okie (-: , altho my maths results are depressing )-: huhuhu i got like c6 T___T .

Okay enough with my school stuffs ikr it's boring .

My own personal life is quite screwed this few weeks , don't know what's wrong but i feel paranoid , lonely ,moody , fuckedup and pissed off very often , way too often. I hate the feeling i'm feeling currently but what2do? I just can't stop feeling like this and i'm so negative nowsaday ugh . Don't know why but there's actually nothing i'm looking forward to already , it's just some meetup and then yez back to studying .

MY NORMAL LIFE CYCLE :
WAKEUP>SCHOOL>CHILL>HOME>SLEEP>WAKEUP ....SAME CYCLE GOES ON.

It's so boringggg that it's killing me ugh how i wish i'm in Japan or Korea so i get to travel around . Hello it's like a train ride can really bring me far and i can have time chatting with my babies or probably taking a long ride alone doing some reflections and thinking. Aites other than rides , Singapore have literally nothing to do when you are broke , other than just slacking at a void deck , i don't think there's stuffs to do unless you want to go pluck some grass and talk to it lur lololol ok i know - lame. SIGHS so conclusion is , i think i need to stop spending time doing useless stuffs and start planning something hmmmmm ....

So yeah , that's about it i think .

Tata babies ~ xoxoxo /hugs/