Everyday I tell myself, please be gracious, kind and nice. 

I find myself asking myself more these days, does everyone deserves my kindness and love? I try my best to see the good in people but sometimes, it just doesn't work. Some people are just...different. They don't give two shits. They only care about themselves and as long as it brings them benefits, it's fine. 

Sometimes, I wish for the old me back. I wish for the me who dares to express how I truly feel and I wish for the me who doesn't press the delete button after penning down my thoughts here. 

Maybe one day when I'm stronger and braver, I will be back to express myself.