Random thoughts at 10.57pm

I'm here again tonight because suddenly...I feel like I need to type some things out. And nah, it's nothing to do with me being emotional or whatsoever...I just suddenly have the urge to type something here on my personal space.

In about a month time, I will be starting a new phase of life in poly. I really don't know what to feel. I feel like I'm lost and confused and yes, not ready for this phase of life. I can't deny that a part of me wants to enter this new phase of life but there's also a part of me that doesn't. I'm not one that likes to meet new people, get to know them and all. And....I don't know if I'm cut out for the course that I'm going to major in. I'm afraid that I can't adapt to the people, environment and new education style and system.

But I mean I'm left with only a month of holidays so I shouldn't be thinking too much huh. So.... let's talk about what I'm up to lately ha ha ha (yes I'm going to come back reading my own post so basically I'm talking to myself now)

I've been so hooked up with the show "unpretty rapstar"and more specifically, I'm really in love with Cheetah and Jessi. I really love how they give their everything in their rap and I love how real they are. I'm so proud of Jessi because she's never afraid to express her thoughts and feelings even if she is going to get hate. But yeah haters gonna hate. I really can't wait for more episodes and more riveting and powerful performances from my two queens..

I've also been preparing for Vixx concert that is going to take place soon. I can't even express how excited x worried I am god. I'm worried because I don't know how the q system and stuffs will work . I'm excited because I'm finally going to meet people I REALLY LOVE. I have always been envy of people who are able to meet their idols.... those that they really love. I can't imagine how happy I will be when I meet them hahahaha #lovefool4vixx

I haven't been following any aims and goals that I've set for myself this holiday so it's really very upsetting and disapponting...but I guess I have no time to dwell in them so all I can is hope that I can have more determination in the things I do hahaha (someone please give me real motivation)

Work...god I hate work. There's nothing much to talk about it ugh .

Basically, I have nothing more to talk about my life right now because it's mundane. So...bye.