Change.

Hi guys.
I'm back with a wordy update so bare with me please , I just need to rant and everything .

170313 , I officially call myself an A N G E L who will love and support Teen Top wholeheartedly and sincerely. I know there's many who will judge me for having more than one fandom but I have my own reasons and the fact that will NEVER change is that CASSIOPEIA AND DB5K will always be my priority.

Well these days I feel like I don't understand myself. I don't know what I want and need . When I face problems , I tend to escape reality and lie to myself that everything is going to be alright. Truth is , I feel insecure and paranoid , because I don't know who to rely on and trust. I don't know how to express myself really well. All I do is laugh away my pain and act like everything is alright when deep inside , it hurts so much and the worst thing is , I seem to be used to it .

Sighs angry and disappointed with myself for everything , fuck my life.

Teentop , they touched me with this really sweet song to us , Angel. I love how they would choose angel over girl groups , how they would beat each other up so much to express their love , how emotional they are , how their favourite phrase seems to be "this is a live broadcast" to remind each other not to fight HAHAHA. Just like DBSK , I love every single bit of them. I can't be bothered with their flaws because together as six , they are perfect. I know I've been into other groups like ZE:A and SHINHWA but I'm not a zea style or changjo eventho I used to really love them especially Shinhwa when I went for their concert. I have to admit that changjo is a really respectable fandom because they are very organized and friendly. But , I just don't feel that I belong there. I've been liking Teen Top for sometime but I would also concentrate on other groups. But now , all my concentration and love is on them . This is the second time after DBSK where a group messed up my bias list so much bc I just love all of them . The other reason , I would like to keep it to my heart. I hope my choice to be an Angel is a right one bc I met a really nice ANGEL today and yes from there I knew that I had to be one. Teentop's angel , till infinity , I love you.