Used to be my priority .

Today only did i realised i lost someone who mean the world to me . I saw the ' LAOGONGXD ' on your wall and every love from me to you went down the drain . I still remember how i used to dance with you , sing with you , ageyo with you , bickering with you , disturbing others with you , cooking with you , sleeping with you , lying on the bed thinking what we will do TOGETHER in future . Now , everything seems so far yet so near . You're so near to me yet i don't have the courage and strength to pull you back to me , you're no longer the one i used to understand and love . I used to share the same passion as you and i love you so much that i can neglect anything or anyone for you and this lasted for 4 years 3 months 10 days .  The memories of you and me flashed past me one by one and your smile and everything . I always told you i love you and Yeobo , we 'll be together forever right ? You would smile and say of course la aiyo and i foolishly believed you . I tried countless time trying to tell you how much you mean to me but the more we talk , the more boring you seems to get .  I struggled through this 4 months without you but how about you ? I still remembered the last time we meet i saw your new girl's name on your wallpaper but i choked this pain down my throat . I tried to think that probably that mean nothing but now ... i can no longer fool myself . I was once your priority so was you , but now ? I don't know how but to feel so pain .. the pain is so pain that i can't even settle it with tears . I had enough and i'm tired . I'm really gonna end everything here . I will no longer be the foolish me who will forget every wrong things you did . This time round , i'm going to forget everything about YOU . No more bestfriend no more goodfriend and we're no longer friends . Goodbye my first priority , my last post and my last thing to you .