You don't know how scared and annoy i felt .

I gave you a chance i believe maybe i misunderstood that time but why did you did it again . Do i look like any cheap sluts out there ? Where's your basic respect for me . You don't know how hard i try to hide my pain and fear everyday you fucker . You won't know how a victim feels so fucking stop . I try to avoid you again and again and already make it obvious but why wouldn't you stop ? A girl having to stay up just to protect herself and don't want anything to happen anymore , every pain and fear flashing past her sight , you wanna fucking try that ? I had enough really . I swear i fucking hate you and i 'll hate you for life . You disgust me you fucker . Those hidden pain and fear ... i swear i will turn it into power and hatred to overpower you . You fucking wait , you 'll fucking see the bitchy side of me . I 'll let you know how nasty a hurt girl can get . Lets see , who gets to laugh at the end . To you ,  i 'll not only be a bitch , i 'll let you see the bitch .