A L W A Y S K E E P T H E F A I T H .: Happy birthday Kim Jaejoong .

Happy 25th birthday Kim Jaejoong ! You had been so awesome even till now . (:

In this past 2 to 3 years , i have been witnessing your efforts & pain , of course your happiness . Now , you do without Yunho & Changmin but you still sing so well but still lack the 2 voice . Frankly speaking , i miss the 5 voices in one song . I don't believe that anyone can be perfect till i knew you 5 perfectionist . You can do everything & you all always do them the right way . Maybe not at the backstage but in front of me , there's perfection . I fell deeply in love with you at MIROTIC & always find you outstanding till i lost the 5 of you being together , i understand something , ALL 5 OF YOU ARE OUTSTANDING . I know whatever Cassiopeia try to do now , you 5 won't get back this soon . I would always cry but still tell myself that i 'll stay strong for you 5 . I know people's saying that you 5 coming back is impossible but as a CASSIOPEIAN , not holyshinki or orions , i still believe that you 5 will return as one , i follow my heart . I 'll continue supporting you guys no matter what others say , in my heart im' a hardcore Cassiopeian that will do everything i can for you 5 . I hope you'll not give up , i know you won't cos' you do cherish your 7 years with HOMIN . I may not be a Cassiopeian that talks about you guys everyday but i can ensure you , when there's something wrong , i'll stand there strong smiling & overcoming it with my fellow Cassiopeia . I don't care if there's only 1 or 2 Cassiopeian left , i 'll still hold their hands and fight hard till every Cassiopeian unite as one again . In this past few months , i don't see your real smile Jaejoong , neither do the other 4 . You 5 smile to make us happy but you don't know deep down inside we're hurting so much , don't force a smile ... i rather you cry it out loud & you'll feel better , afterall you're a human . Jaejoong , fight hard & keep the faith , nothing's impossible & ' it takes 5 hands to clap , dongbangshinki can't do without one another ' . I hope you'll remember this in your heart . I don't expect you to know me or anything but please , stay strong . Kim Jaejoong , beauty beast , i love you , and it's gonna last till the day i die , xoxo .