A series of things happen today & i am damn fuck up now , no point blogging when i am not in the mood to . I am dying of sadness , i am too sad to even cry out to myself . Fuck today basically . Friends made me fuck up , love made me fuck up too . What i need is peace & time to think , do i really need love ? I doubt so . What i need is myself , i survive in this world for me , my very own self . I am really not in the mood for anything , any outing leave me out , not in the mood sorry . Will be blogging once i have get my feelings right .

Love ,
Sorry i admit defeat now okay ? Those moves , fun & laughters , i gave them all up for a guy like you . I remember everything we did clearly even how we meet . I love you for one solid year & i wanna give all up now . I am sad enough & you did this on today . I admit defeat seriously , i thought of deleting your contact & everything . But , that won't make you love me right ? Fuck myself for being such a pathetic girl who fell in love with a guy like you when i knew it was impossible . I will give up completely on you but i need time . Don't get close anymore okay ? You know who the fuck you are , don't make me fall in love once again , i hate the feeling of being in love , you will only know what is bitter when you really fall in love . Pain , who understands ?