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My 11o post !! Kakakakaka .

Ultimate happy for my 110 post ! kekeke :] . Mum decided to buy one ** but she has not decide , oh god mum you're wasting time ! Today was quite bored , Anish was sick oh god ! Everything started when i left class for half hour & went to somewhere to train something , god , came back and he & Ayush was like , stomach pain *put oil put oil , i was like panick & are you okay ?! . Sent him home , i mean Alsacoff did that . God tortured by the best Justin (wink.) . All he do is come here & stupid la you , crazy la you . Throw things on my table & scold me stuid -- . Ayush did not joke much at all , he just kept on Ja-ni-ces . -- . Ah but got so frustrated cause of Chong An -- . Nevermind , school ended by Justin pushing Gengxin hard when i haven't finish scolding him , i don't know why he's so agitated too ....

Everytime i see you getting nervous over her & smiling at her , even letting her to hug you , my heart hurts so much but i have to pretend nothing is going on . How to express the love for you ? it isn't easy . There's no feeling anymore , i am afraid you'll say that , i don't wanna hear that . But i got no choice , i chose not to face the truth . Do you get jealous when i get close to others ? i don't know . Sometime you seem so unhappy that i do that , sometime you seemed like you don't wanna care . I don't know what to do but feel so hurt . Am i going to be like this for you ? I don't know , but i know it's worth it ... Anyway thanks Anish & Ayush for bringing up my day .