Ah back to post for one important purpose .

Today in sch was kind of boring in the morning until tcher told us one interesting story about herself , woah , not bad . Slack & had some sweet due to sore-throat + flu , sucks :( . Anyway , still did enjoy myself by joking with Anish & Saiyong , ChongJun today was extreme funny too ~ Lalas , time pass & time for Chinese came *dingdongdingdong* . Went for lesson . Got caught by a teacher . Talk-ed & left . Classes after that was dangggg . Sore throat is killing me seriously . Ah , got to rest myself well . Tomorrow will be a busy as well as boring day , people , i miss talking to you all :(

-Did you really read the letter i wrote to you ? It is clearly stated that i wanna quit , yet you said the contents were i wanted to start afresh . I bet you didn't even read it right ? I always thought i can continue being it , but it's no longer right . I wanna quit as i am not FIT to like what you said ' live up to a leader standard ' . I can't , so what you want from me exactly ? You don't like me you can tell me , don't need to turn rounds to make me feel so stress & frig out by a faggot like you . I don't wear tie is because i am coughing like mad, i don't wanna feel more stuffy . I use my file to cover ? I hold file that way , don't believe ask ANYONE from my class . You don't even give me a chance to explain , you scolded me without any reasons . Did you gave me a chance to explain when i apologized sincerely to you ? No you did not . Where's your fairness ? Just because you're a teacher does not mean you take over everything . Stop being frig and act as if you're forever correct . I wish you can just fuck off my life . FUCK OFF AS FAR AS YOU COULD .

Boy , sorry to have hurt you that day . I don't know why but it seems that you dislike me . I got no choice but to pretend ignoring you . Getting miss-ed call & messages from you were like mad happy . But i couldn't do anything , no point falling in love with you when you're already in love with another . I know it's impossible , i just wanna love you from far , no harm i promise . I can't stand it to not look at you , so i still look , but silently & when no one notices .I love you so much & that's why i did not confess . I know once confess , friends are done . I really wish one day you realize it . I don't wanna you to care for me cause whenever you care for me , i feel more hurt .