What's my dream?

it is to achieve your dream.

Moshi Moshi readers.

Today was one of my best day in life :) , morning woke up at 9 due to ytd night late sleep -.- , and wifey came and i jump-ed up of bed ,rushed to clean up . Meet her and wnt to use comp awile , rush to go out but realise my wallet was lost :( ! found for arnd 1 hour , still no results -.- , gave up . but wallet  , return to me alrights ? loveyouuuuuuu! Rush to kovan , bought a scotchtape and some items to make sure our project will be complete , and wifey was so naggy , keep say buy the cheapest stuffs -.- , irritating rights.  So bought and wnt to fix my 10bucks . but

actually is little bit spoil , wifey spoil the whole note , but she manage to fix it and give it to the cashier , ILOVEYOU WIFEY ! So had our breakfast , saw Kanghodong video , omoooo! lovehim :) , wnt to find laoqong . She is like sick ? :( , still sick .. get well soon laoqong , ILOVEYOU~~ joke lots and play lots, wnt to see her bro , Zhiyu . he was cute laa,  he finally okay mans , not sick anymore ~! he keep show-ed me his stuffs of dynasty warrior . fun game mans  , rush to Hougang mall saw chicken in same bus , pei him eat and we wnt to ahmahse. saw bitch :) , play-ed and talk abt lots stuffs . was like keep playing with the 2 babies.  Soon after , wifey and laoqong decided to go home , otw , we talk so much stuffs, lovethemttvm :)  , they are my best. Yeh  , lazy to updatee pics u all should know :), soon okay ! i promiseeeee!

-Xavier , gosh u so bad.

-Zhiyu , Lubu is cool !

-Pikachiu , thanks for asking how am i feeling currently :)

- Huichi , paisey , not mai msg u , is busy with frens :/

Osaki Kyori 

Ciaociao ppl. 

JUNHO

Yeh u all are right !

he debut as a singer now .

he is Xiah Junsu brother !

go for it , JUNHO. 

But pls,  also wish tht DBSK will not disband :)

iloveyouuu

-EDITED

Yeh done .

Just came back from having dinner with mum and dad, mum cook and we enjoy-ed it overall.....

is damn fking upset cause my dear wallet is lost :( , inside all my private things leys , wlan eh la.

My blog seems a little bored isnt't it ? if i can , i will post probably tmr if i got the time, with pic

Yeh , now going to reply all your tags , tag more people ! or my blog is gonna fall , like lies , rite.

Replies

Yunfei

> Haha , someone

XiangLong

> Haiyoh , u pajiao liao -.- , i got reply  , in post ma , haha ! is u nvr read !!

Weiwang

> Thanks.

Darren

> LOL,  ur spam is real scary ;x . thanks btw ^^ loveyou!

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