Have u ever thought of this word "pain"

I am sure u only know wht is "enjoy" but not "pain"

MoshiMoshi readers.

In sch , slack and off lights and stuffs. thn idiot Nicholas went near and just push the newspaper to my mouth :(  , and atlast he nvr put inside la..  Thn know smth abt cca.  he told me thru letters ? and nothing much more .. gonna go to Universal Studio this Sunday :) 

Lies,

OsakiKyori

Sayonada

(L) DBSK,KPOP,JPOP,SEEHWEE

Edited

Lol , got our results, rather dissapointed :/

Ohyeh , just addicted to a show called Personal Preference

quite nice i got to say :) , ok damn nice !

Sigh , nothing to do now , lazy to watch my another show :/

Got to say something ,whn non of you will understand ba.

Why is it always like that , whn others is always btr thn the one who needs it , its always hurting whn non of them actually realise it , she always have to hide in the room , tolerate those rubbish and cry out to herself, hurt and was in pain , need helps,  but she never trusted that anyone could help her , the one tht she called Grandpa,  was the one she trusted, but she did not want to turn to him for help , she know tht if she do tht , the bonding between her family and her will have problems,  she tolerate after tolerating . and she thinks tht she could no longer holds it.  She cry and cry ,told god ,why must she suffer in this way . she did not know ,why is it her but not others . She always pray to god , she would rather suffer thn anyone she love suffer . Whnever she have problems , she go to herself, she listen to musics to cool down , and she wished tht she can just tell her dad everything , but she did not have the dare to do it , a girl , who is not even able to reach out to someone for help , needs help alot , but who would just lent a helping hand for her ? In her world,  probably there is only lies .

No longer have the energy to protect herself .